An Exercise in Futility….

The Introvert, originally uploaded by h.koppdelaney.

[WARNING: introspective stuff ahead. Read at your own risk]

I wish life sometimes had a reset button. I wouldn’t use it for my entire life - just certain friendships, certain decisions, certain statements. Why do I feel the need to make sure everyone likes me? Why do I expect so much from people? Why to I beat myself up for things I should just let go of? Why can I accept some people just the way they are? Why do I want others to change?

Just stuff I’m pondering today. I’m vacilating between feeling incredibly grateful for my life and wanting to rip it to shreds and starting over.

Good thing that button doesn’t exist. Maybe one day I’ll learn from the asinine things I’ve done and will remember to appreciate everything around me.